Chapter: 1
Life changing moment
Everyone needs patience in life. Lake of patience is biggest problem of our generation. Sometimes we are saying that time is going faster, time is going slower. Does it make sense? No, problem is when we are hunting and expecting something. Life is full of unpredictable thing and certainly some moments are quite special, and we realize after long time.
I joined Mircom in May 2017. My academics and professional life were going effortlessly but, I always felt loneliness and that loneliness killed me everyday. However, in February 2018 after death of anjali I realized that nothing left in my life, still I had faith in god and came back and my old friend Durva supported me. One day I found that she also suffered from same phase. We started relation and was going smoothly.
In August 5th, 2018 she called me in the morning and told me that “it’s not working anymore as my parents wants arrange marriage” I didn’t say anything, and I didn’t respond. I never found person who understands me. I started blaming myself that I m not that good or maybe I m not that good person. Over night I cried and nobody there to wipe my tears anyhow I managed my self. My only friend was gym and I almost lost my all the characteristics. I became stone as nothing left inside.
God knows everything and meanwhile he sent one ‘Angel’ in July 2018. Just because of same town I started some random conversation. I remember that she used to ask me about my girlfriend and first personal thing I shared with her is all about Durva. I needed support and I didn’t ask for anyone still one day she came to my desk and gave me 2-3 motivation talk. I smiled that and felt good that she was not typical girl. August to October I shared many information with her but still I didn’t know 1% about her life and I thought she had happening life and her smile told that she was happiest person. My
mom always told me that ‘Beta kavi you are intelligent, but you are dumb in recognizing person’ that’s true though.
I found my first great female friend in canada. I really enjoyed and meanwhile I was exciting as I planned india trip so, things were getting better. I went india and refreshed my mind and came back in December 2018. Onwards that date and today’s date the bonding between me and Surabhi is exponentially increased. We both enjoyed our friendship. In Christmas time 20th December 2018 I clicked first photo with Surbhi and coincidentally on that day we both wore our favourite black colour. Now, in January her preparation started to depart. During Christmas shutdown company was running and 28th December she came at my home and I made tea and she loved that tea.
I was not that friendly at that moment as I came from two heart ache in same year. I remember the day January 7th, 2019, my daddy’s birthday and very first time I shared detailed story of Anjali with Surabhi. (at that time, I did not know that in future I will write about her.)
Our conversation was going on in WhatsApp and tagging each other in instagram. 11th January she left Canada till that I only knew two things about her that her nick name is Gopi and she loves cat. And on that day first time she ordered me that you didn’t write story for me (as I put story for other 3 friends) then I personally sent her story (“feminist, dominant, woman empowerment, jhalli. Enjoy your time with family including meow. I will arrange package job for you. bye bye Gopi take care.”) because, we were not that close, and I didn’t want to give topic to people.
